I hope he makes you happy, because if he does, then I should be happy for you. But right now, I cannot, I want to be the one who makes you happy. But I know he is the one who makes you happy.
I lost and broken.
Congratulations Ian! You did it to yourself again. No one said it was easy, but it is fucking hard.
I hate that playlist, I hate that I lost! I just hate this feeling.
But I will be alright, someday. Right now, I wish you knew.